Monday, August 31, 2009

dreaming time

I already knew we dream in 15minute intervals... todays nap proves it. I laid down only to just wake up for no reason 15 minutes later. Same thing over and over for almost an hour later but finally i fell asleep for a bit. But when I woke up i expected it to be darker but it wasn't, it felt like i was asleep forever and wasn't waking up to be alive but a feeling of not existing anymore.

same problem this morning when I woke up to be leen-taxi. When I woke up I felt as if I slept for a long time, so long it may have been a coma, it was a strange feeling to wake up in the middle of the night and feel this as well, but it was dark and for a moment i felt buried alive. but one of my cats moved so I knew i wasn't. But the same feeling again when I had to wake up.

I passed my living date from all my previous past lives, and I am wandering again waiting for a the original purpose or the re-purpose.

on another note the anti-wrinkle dark spots creme is working since the black circles under and over my eyes are getting lighter... but still strange.

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