A love like no other, I said when I was little that my other half was on the other side I must of been 6 when I realized it and he was already 26. I already had projects and interactions with Swedish products, food that I would not be aware of until I meet him. And then my world broke from under me and as I float down the rabbit hole with everything around whirling into puzzle pieces. Then to show me all the paths I had crossed and taken that lead me to this clear path to him. Sometimes there are holes where life will test me to stay on my feet. But fate has revived my wings and allowed me to be able to see him, this will be the forth time I get to see him. But the only roadblock and pothole is landing a job in Sweden, I have at least gotten a few freelance jobs here which I am happy about, I do prefer a steady job, and also to get a job in Sweden. It doesn't have to be the dream job now, but a job that lets me jump into this pool and swim my way up to the dream job or grow within the job position. I dont ask for much really besides to be semi healthy, that my cats are ok, family and friends are safe, and to land a job to be with the one I love. I dont have to be in the same city, a train ride away is a great luxury as opposed to traveling 16,000+miles to see him. But I am not complaining since I would do anything to go and see him and be able to see him smile its worth it!
everything in time I know and so far things are moving slowly forward I am ready to run when its time and full force I will again. I wait for now when I am there...
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