looks like I am finally aging again, i noticed it today as I put on makeup, I seem to age really slow i noticed unless I am under lots of stress like when I was in first round college from 2003 - 2005 the pictures show a major difference... then i resorted back to looking really young again... 14 to be exact. I always looked younger but at one point when I was 14 I looked older. Strange stuff! Well anyway I still look 14 but I think I am more along 18 or 16 now.
but today it dawned on me that maybe i should take care of myself, but not for me since i rather looks older and get the respect i deserve instead of
"hi little girl, where is your mother"
"i am 24 years"
"oh..(akward pause) i am so sorry you look so young. Its a great thing to look young you know"
"umm no its not because people first talk down to me and its not worth"
I walk off...
I dont mind the 8 strands of grey hair I have its fine but no one really see's it unless i point it out. But grey is beautiful overly wrinkled on my face no... but I am not ther but I guess I can start to care for me.... maybe
even though I have a 2in(4cm) burn mark on my arm.... blah
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