Sunday, May 30, 2010

emptyness


this image gives such an empty feeling in my heart. I see the tricycle drowning in the rain's rising flooding puddle as if it were someone lost childhood. Lonely, abandoned and all the happy moments are just drowning in the adult that is crying and drowning the memories aways. As if that will make up for the bad or good one felt as a child. Or also that simple times and simple joys are gone and those emotions we once felt as a child will not ever return to be the same. They drown away as if it never was there once.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

forever...

it seems


like my soul is trapped behind a mirror and I can not reach it, it is in three parts. A Part in the future, another part in the present and then the last part in the past. It pulls at me like there is no time in the world when in fact it seems time has slowed down again and left me frozen on the spot in 3 parts. Feeling like a butterfly pinned down and watching myself fall apart in all three mirrors and there is nothing I can do.


then there is the heart its been acting up emotionally and physically... heart aches are very real and can ruin a whole day... there is no beauty in my heart as there is here in my photograph. But my heart is bigger than the space around it beating so much love over and over its endless. Its my love for him, but my heart feels smaller than the second heart... withering and fading into the background, lost as it could be...

Friday, May 14, 2010

Vote for me!

I finally had time to pick images and enter this contest vote for me!
http://www.artistswanted.org/leenstaraileen

Monday, May 10, 2010

Sing a song

sing a song to move us all, play a song to pull our souls in, dance a song to move the earth....










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