Friday, October 1, 2010

the time came

The time came when I had to push everything I knew and felt about you behind a steel bolted door. Slowly crying I pushed hard and with what little strength I had in the beginning. But it has been sealed shut forever, a spot in my heart that holds the endless love buried alive deep within my heart. Throwing away the keys to the door.

it has been a few days since i last cried, but now that i have had sweet poison around me in a massive amounts it has been my stepping stones and way out. I walk on these steps cautiously but willingly as well. I take the sweet complements and the hugs I get or take away from others. I do it out of my exposed heart that has been much kinder now. I have gained more patience and ease at showing love/kindness.

we truly all are fighting our own battles and we all deserve kindness and good energy to ease the chaos and complications of life. And I am receiving ease and willingly taking it in.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Very positive :)