Tuesday, September 28, 2010

im still trying to put a bullet in you and me...
my hands shaking and I cant do it...
but i dont deserve this pain in exchange for all the love i gave you.
I gave you the moon, the stars, the universe and endless love.
I gave it with out any limits,
i gave it pure, a naked soul

it was so endless
over and over i was there for you
love & friendship
what more could anyone ask for?

but wait
i was not smart enough to communicate
not good enough for you
but yet i was always open
telling you what was on my mind exactly
i shared my soul with you
i never held back
i communicated daily
email, texts, chats and even tried calling you

i gave you more love than your ex
i talked with you more
i shared with you more
i wanted to do things with you
together forever, endless love

but what did you do for me?
I did so much for you
and all i asked for was for love

and instead you abandoned me
threw me out of your lie
just as if i was trash
used up doll
no good
nothing to you

maybe i was just plain stupid, just like you said,
one of the last words i remember from you...

but i can still hear i love you echoing
in my mind like a ghost
frozen memories of beautiful love
but its just that frozen dead memories

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