just been sick and missing stockholm allot. This is not home here, and it doesnt seem to want me here either. The people want me here but this place is just isnt home and hasnt been the same since I left almost 7 years ago. Seems like it was longer, but its not at all or maybe not enough for me? Either the job hunt seems endless and drowning me in its sea of unemployment. I am drowning with so many people right now the ocean is a sea of faces we are in hell, burning for whatever sins we have caused and when one is pulled out into the work again they have paid for their sins. Those who drown even more are gone forever trapped and faded away from this earth. Every little chance or hope I get that may lead to a new job just is another shut door in my face. Why are doors shutting? I know that when the time is right I will get the job, but 6 months of no job is too much for me, its strange.
I cant really complain since its my first summer since 7 years that I dont really have much to worry about besides classes. And I was able to see Stockholm and go to the beach, should go more often, and catch up on the years of missed sleep. But I dont like to be unproductive, but still trying to occupy my time. Still it seems I have lost interest in allot of things as well.
hopefully this recession moves on by faster since it seems to have taken away so much more than just money.
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