pull me forward

I have the strongest urge to pack most of mystuff away and get ready to leave, I am even doing it moving allot of the stuff back into the boxes and getting rid of allot of what I don't need. Its a really strong strange urge just as I was cleaning I felt the need to start packing. A sign maybe? or what am I channeling, I know I want to leave and move to Sweden but I'm having the worst luck finding a job there, almost a year of trying. hell I am even ready to pack to go on my Stockholm trip already, so anxious its not funny, it's a magnetic pull that is literally pulling and tugging at me, it's time Aileen it's time to go back, but I cant even run fast enough forward it feels like... what is going on with my little universe?