thoughts

can you come to me?
lay with me
hold my hand through it all
always kiss me no matter what
can you always be there like you said?
run to me
hold my head up from drowning?
save me from myself?
can you always be there like you said?

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will it all fade out
I am long gone in the dirt
drowning in my tears
the ground below me turns to mud
filling my lungs with the filth I was meant to carry
to never be good enough,
to be another burden in your eyes
a rusty nail in my heart
I cant pull it out
i am getting tired of it all
when will it be too much again
trapped in my hell
is it worth the trouble?

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relive the dream over and over
but I am just another bad dream for you
close your eyes again and sleep me out of your mind
shut me out like I never existed
just your fantasy gone wrong

false hope for you and I
false hope wont fix this dream
dream me out of your life
dream dream me out of your life

wake up and turn over
shake me out of your mind
im just another bad dream for you
nothing more
nothing less

Im there when you sleep
I am gone when you awaken
I live in your mind at night
you cant let me go
wondering where the fantasy went wrong

false hope for you and I
false hope wont fix this dream
dream me out of your life
dream dream me out of your life
dream dream me
dream dream me out
dream dream me to death