my heart feels pinned against the wall away from me, and its stressed as well. Anymore stress it will bleed again. Its not the caretakers fault, he is adding all the love, care, comfort, kindness and more, but its me and my problems that are messing with his care, I'm sorry.
my legs feel nailed to the ground, they are stopping me from moving forward, I'm ready to cut them and crawl forward, but if I do then my hands will be nailed and if i still try then the nail in my back will impale me... but i will still try even if my heart bursts, I'm not ready to be pulled back, I've done so much and given up a few things to be able to go on my journey, I only seek what my heart and soul want, so why damn me for the teachings that have been impregnated into my mind when i was younger?
dont give me wings only to clip them, I'll go on till the last drop of blood falls.
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