Tuesday, December 16, 2014

lots has happened

So much has happened since I last blog and it hasn't even been two weeks.
Things can really can unspiral real fast with several deaths and injustices in the world. It has been strange to hear a few more family members pass and a close family friend who I figured would always be around. Do damn naive... I cried for 2.5 days, it still hurts. I have helped make the funeral brochures and photos to be used as ornaments for others who are grieving, but it still doesn't feel like I have done enough for him.

I have written a small speech for the open eulogy
We are all gathered here today for Lu Cruz, as a powerful testament of the union of love, family and friendship; that we have have received from Lu. We are all ripples from the splash of Lu entering our lives. Connected together, and together we should stay as proof of Lu's love and light he has shown in all of our hearts.  Today we are saying goodbye but it is not the end, he lives on in each and every one of our hearts, our memories and daily thoughts. Let us stay connected together for Lu has woven us together to help heal the loss of Lu. May you all keep in touch with the Cruz family to resonate the love Lu has shown us, we must keep his love and kindness alive and going strong.  Now may eternal rest grant unto them, O'Lord, and let perpetual light shine upon them. May Lu rest in peace. Let us pray for Lu's Family and friends and may we be united together again in one family.

Seems longer typed than written by hand. but it still feels like I havent done enough, but in reality there will never be enough to be done.

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