still jobless

I am still jobless but I have not given up on looking for a job. I have started looking at odd jobs, one time jobs, and even retail again. But I am too moody for retail since I am impatience with idiotic customers. I can do it but its harboring a lot of anger. Well anyway I am trying and I always do good at interviews and get told I have a great portfolio and give great interviews but it seems someone is always taking the job away from me! Although I did notice one place I interviewed at 2 weeks ago has reposted needing people again... WTF?!?!!?!

I am a hard worker and very organized and do well when working. But more than ever now I need to work and save and pay off cards. But mostly save to move, the time has come to get ready to move and I am ready. Moving on in life and trying not to let life keep pushing me down!

I am tried of the random crap and walls since the divorce, seriously got divorced lost my insurance and got laid off in the same month! Hard as fuck! Then to go about a year without work on unemployment, which was strange for me sine I am a workaholic. But then luck came and i got a job it was ok, went to crappy and to disrespectful boss, it was a little bit here and there and then for 3 days straight he was beyond rude and insulting. 3 days!!! WTH, i worked hard in the back doing all the computer work that they didnt want to do plus designs, web maintenance, data entry, inventory, and print tags. I had gotten health insurance there since I needed it so the boss knew i needed the job. Well the disrespect I got was not worth it and talking it over with my parents I was able to quit.

So since May i have been jobless and well I need a job! or win the lottery, I dont really need much to survive, well it is in a way since I would love to pay off my current debt including school loans and most my debt is school loans. Killer stuff really and it will follow you where ever you go... worse than the paparazzi! But yea I need a job! or several small jobs!