missing

I am missing him, I have gone longer amount of days without talking but this time its different. I miss him, he is the little light in my heart that thumps, its a sweet love. He did message me early this morning that awoke me, but it was worth it to feel the happy smile on my face and the warmth in my heart. Especially now that its been bad days one after another, my world wants to crumble before I go off to see him too.

As my ground breaks and I am jumping the falling stones to be able to reach the edge. I leap and am hanging on with not much strength and as I feel the want to let go, I get hope I need from him, its invisible but its as if he is pulling me up. In reality we are pulling each other up from our life's mishaps and crumbles at the same time, one soul split into two, seeking self comfort within the two is how we work. I am nightlight, he is sunlight we compliment eachother not only in differences but in similarities as well.

I wish everyone could feel a love like this, I would save the world if I could give that gift to everyone.