update!

finally had time to add the banners and wallpapers! maybe tomorrow I update photography/art/GD
http://www.leenstar.com/

emptyness

this image gives such an empty feeling in my heart. I see the tricycle drowning in the rain's rising flooding puddle as if it were someone lost childhood. Lonely, abandoned and all the happy moments are just drowning in the adult that is crying and drowning the memories aways. As if that will make up for the bad or good one felt as a child. Or also that simple times and simple joys are gone and those emotions we once felt as a child will not ever return to be the same. They drown away as if it never was there once.

forever...

it seems

like my soul is trapped behind a mirror and I can not reach it, it is in three parts. A Part in the future, another part in the present and then the last part in the past. It pulls at me like there is no time in the world when in fact it seems time has slowed down again and left me frozen on the spot in 3 parts. Feeling like a butterfly pinned down and watching myself fall apart in all three mirrors and there is nothing I can do.


then there is the heart its been acting up emotionally and physically... heart aches are very real and can ruin a whole day... there is no beauty in my heart as there is here in my photograph. But my heart is bigger than the space around it beating so much love over and over its endless. Its my love for him, but my heart feels smaller than the second heart... withering and fading into the background, lost as it could be...

Vote for me!

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Sing a song

sing a song to move us all, play a song to pull our souls in, dance a song to move the earth....










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light in the dark

yellow roses for friendship, yellow color tones for happiness, yellow the first color we loose in our sight... it all fades to black and white. Into the past it goes like a faded memory turned to a pile of dust. All lost and blown away the tunnel away from happiness black and white. A combination of dark and light its balance in happiness and depression.

There is beauty in the darkness, a sweet melancholy that needs some light to see its beauty. The universe is trapped in my eyes and with a camera I can show you that world I see, let it mirror what I see

but beyond all this there is some heaven awaiting and watching what I do and show you

1 years ago

I went with Kaylin to Stockholm, Sweden. We both had interviews to go to and explore.
and 2 days later the love of my life and I's first kiss of love.

1 years.

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Alice in Wonderland

OMG I LOVED ALICE!!!!! It had sooo many parts from the book!!!! Omg its eye candy love <3

revamping

my website and its taking awhile since i have more content to add and my graphic design has been broken apart into clients section since I have more work from others, especially violent divine. I think I like this design best and the colors are what my hair used to be... i miss those days but this job wont allow that or my lip ring. I miss the flexibility of my older job. But what can I do? I have debt to pay and survive. I hope the next job is better and not so limiting on designs.

anyways the preview: